i like to think u r different but d more i think about it d scared i am.. i know the answer..simply because i love u so much n afraid of losing u.. people keep saying, dun fall to deep in love but how can i do it when i dun even know how to do it half-hearted.. its either i dun love at all or i love with all my heart.. im scared by giving my half, its not enough to make u stay but about giving u d fullest, what will happen if this thing doesnt work for us???? 

people keep reminding, guys are like that, guys flirt, guys are still guys but how can i just stand, doing nothing when i know about the norm.. i can't close my eyes and pretend like nothing will happen.. who knows?

yeah.. who knows??? no matter what we did, if Allah has stated its not ours, all we can do is nodding... so, that is why, no matter how hard i need to do, all i want to give is my very best so that i know i wont regret later.. i have tried and all the moments we have are the moments i enjoy to the fullest...